backinmydoghouseonthesixthfloorofthecahuengabuildingiwentthroughmyregulardoubleplaywiththemorningmail.mailslottodesktowastebasket,tinkertoeverstochance.iblewaclearspaceonthetopofthedeskandunrolledthephotostatonit.ihadrolleditsoasnottomakecreases.
ireaditoveragain.itwasdetailedenoughandreasonableenoughtosatisfyanyopenmind.eileenwadehadkilledterry’swifeinafitofjealousfuryandlaterwhentheopportunitywassetupshehadkilledrogerbecauseshewassureheknew.thegunfiredintotheceilingofhisroomthatnighthadbeenpartofthesetup.theunansweredandforeverunanswerablequestionwaswhyrogerwadehadstoodstillandletherputitover.hemusthaveknownhowitwouldend.sohehadwrittenhimselfoffanddidn’tcare.wordswerehisbusiness,hehadwordsforalmosteverything,butnoneforthis.
「ihaveforty-sixdemeroltabletsleftfrommylastprescription,」shewrote.「inowintendtotakethemallandliedownonthebed.thedoorislocked.inaveryshorttimeishallbebeyondsaving.this,howard,istobeunderstood.whatiwriteisinthepresenceofdeath.everywordistrue.ihavenoregrets—exceptpossiblythaticouldnothavefoundthemtogetherandkilledthemtogether.ihavenoregretsforpaulwhomyouhaveheardcalledterrylennox.hewastheemptyshellofthemanilovedandmarried.hemeantnothingtome.whenisawhimthatafternoonfortheonlytimeafterhecamebackfromthewar—atfirstididn’tknowhim.thenididandheknewmeatonce.heshouldhavediedyounginthesnowofnorway,myloverthatigavetodeath.hecamebackafriendofgamblers,thehusbandofarichwhore,aspoiledandruinedman,andprobablysomekindofcrookinhispastlife.timemakeseverythingmeanandshabbyandwrinkled.thetragedyoflife,howard,isnotthatthebeautifulthingsdieyoung,butthattheygrowoldandmean.itwillnothappentome.goodbye,howard.」
iputthephotostatinthedeskandlockeditup.itwastimeforlunchbutiwasn’tinthemood.igottheofficebottleoutofthedeepdrawerandpouredaslugandthengotthephonebookoffthehookatthedeskandlookedupthenumberofthejournal.idialeditandaskedthegirlforlonniemorgan.
「mr.morgandoesn’tcomeinuntilaroundfouro’clock.youmighttrythepressroomatthecityhall.」
icalledthat.andigothim.herememberedmewellenough.「you’vebeenaprettybusyguy,iheard.」
「i’vegotsomethingforyou,ifyouwantit.idon’tthinkyouwantit.」
「yeah?suchas?」
「aphotostatofaconfessiontotwomurders.」
「whereareyou?」
itoldhim.hewantedmoreinformation.iwouldn’tgivehimanyoverthephone.hesaidhewasn’tonacrimebeat.isaidhewasstillanewspapermanandontheonlyindependentpaperinthecity.hestillwantedtoargue.
「wheredidyougetthiswhateveritis?howdoiknowit’sworthmytime?」
「the’sofficehastheoriginal.theywon’treleaseit.itbreaksopenacoupleofthingstheyhidbehindtheicebox.」
「i’llcallyou.ihavetocheckwiththebrass.」
wehungup.iwenttothedrugstoreandateachickensaladsandwichanddranksomecoffee.thecoffeewasovertrainedandthesandwichwasasfullofrichflavorasapiecetornoffanoldshirt.americanswilleatanythingifitistoastedandheldtogetherwithacoupleoftoothpicksandhaslettucestickingoutofthesides,preferablyalittlewilted.
atthree-thirtyorsolonniemorgancameintoseeme.hewasthesamelongthinwirypieceoftiredandexpressionlesshumanityashehadbeenthenighthedrovemehomefromthejailhouse.heshookhandslistlesslyandrootedinacrumpledpackofcigarettes.
「mr.sherman—that’sthe—saidicouldlookyouupandseewhatyouhave.」
「it’sofftherecordunlessyouagreetomyterms.」iunlockedthedeskandhandedhimthephotostat.hereadthefourpagesrapidlyandthenagainmoreslowly.helookedveryexcited—aboutasexcitedasamorticianatacheapfuneral.
「gimmethephone.」
ipusheditacrossthedesk.hedialed,waited,andsaid:
「thisismorgan.letmetalktomr.sherman.」hewaitedandgotsomeotherfemaleandthengothispartyandaskedhimtoringbackonanotherline.
hehungupandsatholdingthetelephoneinhislapwiththeforefingerpressingthebuttondown.itrangagainandheliftedthereceivertohisear.
「hereitis,mr.sherman.」
hereadslowlyanddistinctly.attheendtherewasapause.then,「onemoment,sir.」heloweredthephoneandglancedacrossthedesk.「hewantstoknowhowyougotholdofthis.」
ireachedacrossthedeskandtookthephotostatawayfromhim.「tellhimit’snoneofhisgoddambusinesshowigotholdofit.whereissomethingelse.thestamponthebackofthepagesshowthat.」
「mr.sherman,it’sapparentlyanofficialdocumentofthelosangelessheriff’soffice.iguesswecouldcheckitsauthenticityeasyenough.alsothere’saprice.」
helistenedsomemoreandthensaid:「yes,sir.righthere.」hepushedthephoneacrossthedesk.「wantstotalktoyou.」
itwasabrusqueauthoritativevoice.「mr.marlowe,whatareyourterms?andrememberthejournalistheonlypaperinlosangeleswhichwouldevenconsidertouchingthismatter.」
「youdidn’tdomuchonthelennoxcase,mr.sherman.」
「irealizethat.butatthattimeitwaspurelyaquestionofscandalforscandal’ssake.therewasnoquestionofwhowasguilty.whatwehavenow,ifyourdocumentisgenuine,issomethingquitedifferent.whatareyourterms?」
「youprinttheconfessioninfullintheformofaphotographicreproduction.oryoudon’tprintitatall.」
「itwillbeverified.youunderstandthat?」
「idon’tseehow,mr.sherman.ifyouaskthehewilleitherdenyitorgiveittoeverypaperintown.he’dhaveto.ifyouaskthesheriff’sofficetheywillputituptothe」