whenheopenedthedoorthebuzzfromthelivingroomexplodedintoourfaces.itseemedlouderthanbefore,ifpossible.abouttwodrinkslouder.wadesaidhellohereandthereandpeopleseemedgladtoseehim.butbythattimetheywouldhavebeengladtoseepittsburghphilwithhiscustom-builticepick.lifewasjustonegreatbigvaudevilleshow.
onthewaytothebarwecamefacetofacewithdr.loringandhiswife.thedoctorstoodupandsteppedforwardtofacewade.hehadalookonhisfacethatwasalmostsickwithhatred.
「nicetoseeyou,doctor,」wadesaidamiably.「hi,linda.wherehaveyoubeenkeepingyourselflately?no,iguessthatwasastupidquestion.i—」
「mr.wade,」loringsaidinavoicethathadatremortoit,「ihavesomethingtosaytoyou.somethingverysimple,andihopeveryconclusive.stayawayfrommywife.」
wadelookedathimcuriously.「doctor,you’retired.andyoudon’thaveadrink.letmegetyouone.」
「idon’tdrink,mr.wade.asyouverywellknow.iamhereforonepurposeandihaveexpressedthatpurpose.」
「well,iguessigetyourpoint,」wadesaid,stillamiable.「andsinceyouareaguestinmyhouse,ihavenothingtosayexceptthatithinkyouarealittleoffthebeam.」
therehadbeenadropinthetalknearby.theboysandgirlswereallears.bigproduction.dr.loringtookapairofglovesoutofhispocket,straightenedthem,tookholdofonebythefingerend,andswungithardagainstwade’sface.
wadedidn’tbataneye.「pistolsandcoffeeatdawn?」heaskedquietly.
ilookedatlindaloring.shewasflushedwithanger.shestoodupslowlyandfacedthedoctor.
「deargod,whatahamyouare,darling.stopactinglikeadamnfool,willyou,darling?orwouldyouratherstickarounduntilsomebodyslapsyourface?」
loringswungaroundtoherandraisedthegloves.wadesteppedinfrontofhim.「takeiteasy,doc.aroundhereweonlyhitourwivesinprivate.」
「ifyouarespeakingforyourself,iamwellawareofit,」loringsneered.「andidon’tneedlessonsinmannersfromyou.」
「ionlytakepromisingpupils,」wadesaid.「sorryyouhavetoleavesosoon.」heraisedhisvoice.「candy!queeldoctorloringsalgadeaquienelacto!」heswungbacktoloring.「incaseyoudon’tknowspanish,doctor,thatmeansthedoorisoverthere.」hepointed.
loringstaredathimwithoutmoving.「ihavewarnedyou,mr.wade,」hesaidicily.「andanumberofpeoplehaveheardme.ishallnotwarnyouagain.」
「don’t,」wadesaidcurtly.「butifyoudo,makeitonneutralterritory.givesmealittlemorefreedomofaction.sorry,linda.butyoumarriedhim.」herubbedhischeekgentlywheretheheavyendoftheglovehadhithim.lindaloringwassmilingbitterly.sheshrugged.
「weareleaving,」loringsaid.「come,linda.」
shesatdownagainandreachedforherglass.shegaveherhusbandaglanceofquietcontempt.「youare,」shesaid.「youhaveanumberofcallstomake,remember.」
「youareleavingwithme,」hesaidfuriously.
sheturnedherbackonhim.hereachedsuddenlyandtookholdofherarm.wadetookhimbytheshoulderandspunhimaround.
「takeiteasy,doc.youcan’twinthemall.」
「takeyourhandoffme!」
「sure,justrelax,」wadesaid.「ihaveagoodidea,doctor.whydon’tyouseeagooddoctor?」
somebodylaughedloudly.loringtensedlikeananimalallsettospring.wadesenseditandneatlyturnedhisbackandmovedaway.whichleftdr.loringholdingthebag.ifhewentafterwade,hewouldlooksillierthanhelookednow.therewasnothingforhimtodobutleave,andhedidit.hemarchedquicklyacrosstheroomstaringstraightinfrontofhimtowherecandywasholdingthedooropen.hewentout,candyshutthedoor,wooden-faced,andwentbacktothebar.iwentoverthereandaskedforsomescotch.ididn’tseewherewadewent.hejustdisappeared.ididn’tseeeileeneither.iturnedmybackontheroomandletthemsizzlewhileidrankmyscotch.
asmallgirlwithmud-coloredhairandabandaroundherforeheadpoppedupbesidemeandputaglassonthebarandbleated.candynoddedandmadeheranotherdrink.
thesmallgirlturnedtome.「areyouinterestedincommunism?」sheaskedme.shewasglassy-eyedandshewasrunningasmallredtonguealongherlipsasiflookingforacrumbofchocolate.「ithinkeveryoneoughttobe,」shewenton.「butwhenyouaskanyofthemenheretheyjustwanttopawyou.」
inoddedandlookedovermyglassathersnubnoseandsun-coarsenedskin.
「notthatimindtoomuchifit’sdonenicely,」shetoldme,reachingforthefreshdrink.sheshowedmehermolarswhilesheinhaledhalfofit.
「don’trelyonme,」isaid.
「what’syourname?」
「marlowe.」
「withan‘e’ornot?」
「with.」
「ah,marlowe,」sheintoned.「suchasadbeautifulname.」sheputherglassdowndamnnearlyemptyandclosedhereyesandthrewherheadbackandherarmsout,almosthittingmeintheeye.hervoicethrobbedwithemotion,saying:
「wasthisthefacethatlaunch’dathousandships
andburntthetoplesstowersofilium?
sweethelen,makemeimmortalwithakiss.」
sheopenedhereyes,grabbedherglass,andwinkedatme.「youwereprettygoodinthere,chum.beenwritinganypoetrylately?」
「notverymuch.」
「youcankissmeifyoulike,」shesaidcoyly.
aguyinashantungjacketandanopenneckshirtcameupbehindherandgrinnedatmeoverthetopofherhead.hehadshortredhairandafacelikeacollapsedlung.hewasasuglyaguyasieversaw.hepattedthetopofthegirl’shead.
「comeon,kitten.timetogohome.」
sheroundedonhimfuriously.「youmeanyougottowaterthosegoddamnedtuberousbegoniasagain?」sheyelled.
「awlisten,kitten—」
「takeyourhandsoffme,yougoddamnedrapist,」shescreamed,andthrewtherestofherdrinkinhisface.therestwasn’tmorethanateaspoonfulandtwolumpsofice.
「forchrissake,baby,i’myourhusband,」heyelledback,grabbingforahandkerchiefandmoppinghisface.「getit?yourhusband.」
shesobbedviolentlyandthrewherselfintohisarms.isteppedaroundthemandgotoutofthere.everycocktailpartyisthesame,eventhedialogue.
thehousewasleakingguestsoutintotheeveningairnow.voiceswerefading,carswerestarting,goodbyeswerebouncingaroundlikerubberballs.iwenttothefrenchwindowsandoutontoaflaggedterrace.thegroundslopedtowardsthelake,whichwasasmotionlessasasleepingcat.therewasashortwoodenpierdowntherewitharowboattiedtoitbyawhitepainter.towardsthefarshore,whichwasn’tveryfar,ablackwaterhenwasdoinglazycurves,likeaskater.theydidn’tseemtocauseasmuchasashallowripple.
istretchedoutonapaddedaluminumchaiseandlitapipeandsmokedpeacefullyandwonderedwhatthehelliwasdoingthere.rogerwadeseemedtohaveenoughcontroltohandlehimselfifhereallywantedto.hehaddoneallrightwithloring.iwouldn’thavebeentoosurprisedifhehadhungoneonloring’ssharplittlechin.hewouldhavebeenoutoflinebytherules,butloringwasmuchfartheroutofline.
iftherulesmeananythingatallanymore,theymeanthatyoudon’tpickaroomfulofpeopleasthespottothreatenamanandhithimacrossthefacewithaglovewhenyourwifeisstandingrightbesideyouandyouarepracticallyaccusingherofalittledoubletime.foramanstillshakyfromahardboutwiththehardstuffwadehaddoneallright.hehaddonemorethanallright.ofcourseihadn’tseenhimdrunk.ididn’tknowwhathewouldbelikedrunk.ididn’tevenknowthathewasanalcoholic.there’sabigdifference.amanwhodrinkstoomuchonoccasionisstillthesamemanashewassober.analcoholic,arealalcoholic,isnotthesamemanatall.youcan’tpredictanythingabouthimforsureexceptthathewillbesomeoneyounevermetbefore.
lightstepssoundedbehindmeandeileenwadecameacrosstheterraceandsatdownbesidemeontheedgeofachaise.
「well,whatdidyouthink?」sheaskedquietly.
「aboutthegentlemanwiththeloosegloves?」
「ohno.」shefrowned.thenshelaughed.「ihatepeoplewhomakestagysceneslikethat.notthatheisn’tafinedoctor.hehasplayedthatscenewithhalfthemeninthevalley.lindaloringisnotramp.shedoesn’tlooklikeone,talklikeone,orbehavelikeone.idon’tknowwhatmakesdr.loringbehaveasifshewas.」
「maybehe’sareformeddrunk,」isaid.「alotofthemgrowprettypuritanical.」