"hadyouthenpersuadedyourselfthatishould?"
"indeedihad.whatwillyouthinkofmyvanity?ibelievedyoutobewishing,expectingmyaddresses."
"mymannersmusthavebeeninfault,butnotintentionally,iassureyou.inevermeanttodeceiveyou,butmyspiritsmightoftenleadmewrong.howyoumusthavehatedmeafterthatevening?"
"hateyou!iwasangryperhapsatfirst,butmyangersoonbegantotakeaproperdirection."
"iamalmostafraidofaskingwhatyouthoughtofme,whenwemetatpemberley.youblamedmeforcoming?"
"noindeed;ifeltnothingbutsurprise."
"yoursurprisecouldnotbegreaterthanmineinbeingnoticedbyyou.myconsciencetoldmethatideservednoextraordinarypoliteness,andiconfessthatididnotexpecttoreceivemorethanmydue."
"myobjectthen,"replieddarcy,"wastoshewyou,byeverycivilityinmypower,thatiwasnotsomeanastoresentthepast;andihopedtoobtainyourforgiveness,tolessenyourillopinion,bylettingyouseethatyourreproofshadbeenattendedto.howsoonanyotherwishesintroducedthemselvesicanhardlytell,butibelieveinabouthalfanhourafterihadseenyou."
hethentoldherofgeorgiana'sdelightinheracquaintance,andofherdisappointmentatitssuddeninterruption;whichnaturallyleadingtothecauseofthatinterruption,shesoonlearntthathisresolutionoffollowingherfromderbyshireinquestofhersisterhadbeenformedbeforehequittedtheinn,andthathisgravityandthoughtfulnesstherehadarisenfromnootherstrugglesthanwhatsuchapurposemustcomprehend.
sheexpressedhergratitudeagain,butitwastoopainfulasubjecttoeach,tobedweltonfarther.
afterwalkingseveralmilesinaleisurelymanner,andtoobusytoknowanythingaboutit,theyfoundatlast,onexaminingtheirwatches,thatitwastimetobeathome.
"whatcouldbecomeofmr.bingleyandjane!"wasawonderwhichintroducedthediscussionoftheiraffairs.darcywasdelightedwiththeirengagement;hisfriendhadgivenhimtheearliestinformationofit.
"imustaskwhetheryouweresurprised?"saidelizabeth.
"notatall.wheniwentaway,ifeltthatitwouldsoonhappen."
"thatistosay,youhadgivenyourpermission.iguessedasmuch."andthoughheexclaimedattheterm,shefoundthatithadbeenprettymuchthecase.
"ontheeveningbeforemygoingtolondon,"saidhe,"imadeaconfessiontohim,whichibelieveioughttohavemadelongago.itoldhimofallthathadoccurredtomakemyformerinterferenceinhisaffairsabsurdandimpertinent.hissurprisewasgreat.hehadneverhadtheslightestsuspicion.itoldhim,moreover,thatibelievedmyselfmistakeninsupposing,asihaddone,thatyoursisterwasindifferenttohim;andasicouldeasilyperceivethathisattachmenttoherwasunabated,ifeltnodoubtoftheirhappinesstogether."
elizabethcouldnothelpsmilingathiseasymannerofdirectinghisfriend.
"didyouspeakfromyourownobservation,"saidshe,"whenyoutoldhimthatmysisterlovedhim,ormerelyfrommyinformationlastspring?"
"fromtheformer.ihadnarrowlyobservedherduringthetwovisitswhichihadlatelymadehere;andiwasconvincedofheraffection."
"andyourassuranceofit,isuppose,carriedimmediateconvictiontohim."
"itdid.bingleyismostunaffectedlymodest.hisdiffidencehadpreventedhisdependingonhisownjudgmentinsoanxiousacase,buthisrelianceonminemadeeverythingeasy.iwasobligedtoconfessonething,whichforatime,andnotunjustly,offendedhim.icouldnotallowmyselftoconcealthatyoursisterhadbeenintownthreemonthslastwinter,thatihadknownit,andpurposelykeptitfromhim.hewasangry.buthisanger,iampersuaded,lastednolongerthanheremainedinanydoubtofyoursister'ssentiments.hehasheartilyforgivenmenow."
elizabethlongedtoobservethatmr.bingleyhadbeenamostdelightfulfriend;soeasilyguidedthathisworthwasinvaluable;butshecheckedherself.sherememberedthathehadyettolearntobelaughedat,anditwasrathertooearlytobegin.inanticipatingthehappinessofbingley,whichofcoursewastobeinferioronlytohisown,hecontinuedtheconversationtilltheyreachedthehouse.inthehalltheyparted.