mrs.gardinerwentawayinalltheperplexityaboutelizabethandherderbyshirefriendthathadattendedherfromthatpartoftheworld.hisnamehadneverbeenvoluntarilymentionedbeforethembyherniece;andthekindofhalf-expectationwhichmrs.gardinerhadformed,oftheirbeingfollowedbyaletterfromhim,hadendedinnothing.elizabethhadreceivednonesinceherreturn,thatcouldcomefrompemberley.
thepresentunhappystateofthefamily,renderedanyotherexcuseforthelownessofherspiritsunnecessary;nothing,therefore,couldbefairlyconjecturedfromthat,thoughelizabeth,whowasbythistimetolerablywellacquaintedwithherownfeelings,wasperfectlyawarethat,hadsheknownnothingofdarcy,shecouldhavebornethedreadoflydia'sinfamysomewhatbetter.itwouldhavesparedher,shethought,onesleeplessnightoutoftwo.
whenmr.bennetarrived,hehadalltheappearanceofhisusualphilosophiccomposure.hesaidaslittleashehadeverbeeninthehabitofsaying;madenomentionofthebusinessthathadtakenhimaway,anditwassometimebeforehisdaughtershadcouragetospeakofit.
itwasnottilltheafternoon,whenhejoinedthemattea,thatelizabethventuredtointroducethesubject;andthen,onherbrieflyexpressinghersorrowforwhathemusthaveendured,hereplied,"saynothingofthat.whowouldsufferbutmyself?ithasbeenmyowndoing,andioughttofeelit."
"youmustnotbetoosevereuponyourself,"repliedelizabeth.
"youmaywellwarnmeagainstsuchanevil.humannatureissopronetofallintoit!no,lizzy,letmeonceinmylifefeelhowmuchihavebeentoblame.iamnotafraidofbeingoverpoweredbytheimpression.itwillpassawaysoonenough."
"doyousupposethemtobeinlondon?"
"yes;whereelsecantheybesowellconcealed?"
"andlydiausedtowanttogotolondon,"addedkitty.
"sheishappy,then,"saidherfather,drily;"andherresidencetherewillprobablybeofsomeduration."
then,afterashortsilence,hecontinued,"lizzy,ibearyounoill-willforbeingjustifiedinyouradvicetomelastmay,which,consideringtheevent,shewssomegreatnessofmind."
theywereinterruptedbymissbennet,whocametofetchhermother'stea.
"thisisaparade,"criedhe,"whichdoesonegood;itgivessuchanelegancetomisfortune!anotherdayiwilldothesame;iwillsitinmylibrary,inmynightcapandpowderinggown,andgiveasmuchtroubleasican,—or,perhaps,imaydeferittillkittyrunsaway."
"iamnotgoingtorunaway,papa,"saidkitty,fretfully;"ifishouldevergotobrighton,—iwouldbehavebetterthanlydia."
"yougotobrighton!—iwouldnottrustyousonearitaseast-bourne,forfiftypounds!no,kitty,ihaveatlastlearnttobecautious,andyouwillfeeltheeffectsofit.noofficerisevertoentermyhouseagain,noreventopassthroughthevillage.ballswillbeabsolutelyprohibited,unlessyoustandupwithoneofyoursisters.andyouarenevertostiroutofdoorstillyoucanprovethatyouhavespenttenminutesofeverydayinarationalmanner."
kitty,whotookallthesethreatsinaseriouslight,begantocry.
"well,well,"saidhe,"donotmakeyourselfunhappy.ifyouareagoodgirlforthenexttenyears,iwilltakeyoutoareviewattheendofthem."