"butuponmyhonouridonot.idoassureyouthatmyintimacyhasnotyettaughtmethat.teazecalmnessoftemperandpresenceofmind!no,no—ifeelhemaydefyusthere.andastolaughter,wewillnotexposeourselves,ifyouplease,byattemptingtolaughwithoutasubject.mr.darcymayhughimself."
"mr.darcyisnottobelaughedat!"criedelizabeth."thatisanuncommonadvantage,anduncommonihopeitwillcontinue,foritwouldbeagreatlosstometohavemanysuchacquaintance.idearlylovealaugh."
"missbingley,"saidhe,"hasgivenmecreditformorethancanbe.thewisestandthebestofmen,nay,thewisestandbestoftheiractions,mayberenderedridiculousbyapersonwhosefirstobjectinlifeisajoke."
"certainly,"repliedelizabeth—"therearesuchpeople,butihopeiamnotoneofthem.ihopeineverridiculewhatiswiseorgood.folliesandnonsense,whimsandinconsistenciesdopertme,iown,andilaughatthemwheneverican.—butthese,isuppose,arepreciselywhatyouarewithout."
"perhapsthatisnotpossibleforanyone.butithasbeenthestudyofmylifetoavoidthoseweaknesseswhichoftenexposeastrongunderstandingtoridicule."
"suchasvanityandpride."
"yes,vanityisaweaknessindeed.butpride—wherethereisarealsuperiorityofmind,pridewillbealwaysundergoodregulation."
elizabethturnedawaytohideasmile.
"yourexaminationofmr.darcyisover,ipresume,"saidmissbingley;—"andpraywhatistheresult?"
"iamperfectlyconvincedbyitthatmr.darcyhasnodefect.heownsithimselfwithoutdisguise."
"no"—saiddarcy,"ihavemadenosuchpretension.ihavefaultsenough,buttheyarenot,ihope,ofunderstanding.mytemperidarenotvouchfor.—itisibelievetoolittleyielding—certainlytoolittlefortheconvenienceoftheworld.icannotforgetthefolliesandvicesofotherssosoonasiought,northeiroffencesagainstmyself.myfeelingsarenotpuffedaboutwitheveryattempttomovethem.mytemperwouldperhapsbecalledresentful.—mygoodopiniononcelostislostforever."
"thatisafailingindeed!"—criedelizabeth."implacableresentmentisashadeinacharacter.butyouhavechosenyourfaultwell.—ireallycannotlaughatit;youaresafefromme."
"thereis,ibelieve,ineverydispositionatendencytosomeparticularevil,anaturaldefect,whichnoteventhebesteducationcanovercome."
"andyourdefectisapropensitytohateeverybody."
"andyours,"herepliedwithasmile,"iswilfullytomisunderstandthem."
"doletushavealittlemusic,"—criedmissbingley,tiredofaconversationinwhichshehadnoshare.—"louisa,youwillnotmindmywakingmr.hurst."hersistermadenotthesmallestobjection,andthepiano-fortewasopened,anddarcy,afterafewmomentsrecollection,wasnotsorryforit.hebegantofeelthedangerofpayingelizabethtoomuchattention.