hetwistedhismouthsardonically.「couldjustbelennoxhadsomehelpcommittingsuicide.resistingarrestalittle.mexicancopshaveveryitchytriggerfingers.ifyouwanttolayalittlebet,i’llgiveyouniceoddsthatnobodygetstocountthebulletholes.」
「ithinkyou’rewrong,」isaid.「iknewterrylennoxprettywell.hewrotehimselfoffalongtimeago.iftheybroughthimbackalive,hewouldhaveletthemhaveittheirway.he’dhavecoppedamanslaughterplea.」
lonniemorganshookhishead.iknewwhathewasgoingtosayandhesaidit.「notachance.ifhehadshotherorcrackedherskull,maybeyes.buttherewastoomuchbrutality.herfacewasbeatentoapulp.seconddegreemurderwouldbethebesthecouldget,andeventhatwouldraiseastink.」
isaid:「youcouldberight.」
helookedatmeagain.「yousayyouknewtheguy.doyougoforthesetup?」
「i’mtired.i’mnotinathinkingmoodtonight.」
therewasalongpause.thenlonniemorgansaidquietly:「ifiwasarealbrightguyinsteadofahacknewspaperman,i’dthinkmaybehedidn’tkillheratall.」
「it’sathought.」
hestuckacigaretteinhismouthandlititbyscratchingamatchonthedashboard.hesmokedsilentlywithafixedfrownonhisthinface.wereachedlaurelcanyonanditoldhimwheretoturnofftheboulevardandwheretoturnintomystreet.hiscarchurnedupthehillandstoppedatthefootofmyredwoodsteps.
igotout.「thanksfortheride,morgan.careforadrink?」
「i’lltakearaincheck.ifigureyou’dratherbealone.」
「i’vegotlotsoftimetobealone.toodamnmuch.」
「you’vegotafriendtosaygoodbyeto,」hesaid.「hemusthavebeenthatifyouletthemtossyouintothecanonhisaccount.」
「whosaidididthat?」
hesmiledfaintly.「justbecauseican’tprintitdon’tmeanididn’tknowit,chum.solong.seeyouaround.」
ishutthecardoorandheturnedanddroveoffdownthehill.whenhistaillightsvanishedaroundthecornericlimbedthesteps,pickedupnewspapers,andletmyselfintotheemptyhouse.iputallthelampsonandopenedallthewindows.theplacewasstuffy.
imadesomecoffeeanddrankitandtookthefivecnotesoutofthecoffeecan.theywererolledtightandpusheddownintothecoffeeattheside.iwalkedupanddownwithacupofcoffeeinmyhand,turnedthetvon,turneditoff,sat,stood,andsatagain.ireadthroughthepapersthathadpileduponthefrontsteps.thelennoxcasestartedoutbig,butbythatmorningitwasaparttwoitem.therewasaphotoofsylvia,butnoneofterry.therewasasnapofmethatididn’tknowexisted.「privatedetectiveheldforquestioning.」therewasalargephotoofthelennoxhomeinencino.itwaspseudoenglishwithalotofpeakedroofanditwouldhavecostahundredbuckstowashthewindows.itstoodonaknollinabigtwoacres,whichisalotofrealestateforthelosangelesarea.therewasaphotooftheguesthouse,whichwasaminiatureofthemainbuilding.itwashedgedinwithtrees.bothphotoshadobviouslybeentakenfromsomedistanceoffandthenblownupandtrimmed.therewasnophotoofwhatthepaperscalledthe「deathroom.」
ihadseenallthisstuffbefore,injail,butireaditandlookedatitagainwithdifferenteyes.ittoldmenothingexceptthatarichandbeautifulgirlhadbeenmurderedandthepresshadbeenprettythoroughlyexcluded.sotheinfluencehadstartedtoworkveryearly.thecrimebeatboysmusthavegnashedtheirteethandgnashedtheminvain.itfigured.ifterrytalkedtohisfather-in-lawinpasadenatheverynightshewaskilled,therewouldhavebeenadozenguardsontheestatebeforethepolicewereevennotified.
buttherewassomethingthatdidn’tfigureatall—thewayshehadbeenbeatenup.nobodycouldsellmethatterryhaddonethat.
iputthelampsoutandsatbyanopenwindow.outsideinabushamockingbirdranthroughafewtrillsandadmiredhimselfbeforesettlingdownforthenight.myneckitched,soishavedandshoweredandwenttobedandlayonmybacklistening,asiffaroffinthedarkimighthearavoice,thekindofcalmandpatientvoicethatmakeseverythingclear.ididn’thearitandiknewiwasn’tgoingto.nobodywasgoingtoexplainthelennoxcasetome.noexplanationwasnecessary.themurdererhadconfessedandhewasdead.therewouldn’tevenbeaninquest.
aslonniemorganofthejournalhadremarked—veryconvenient.ifterrylennoxhadkilledhiswife,thatwasfine.therewasnoneedtotryhimandbringoutalltheunpleasantdetails.ifhehadn’tkilledher,thatwasfinetoo.adeadmanisthebestfallguyintheworld.henevertalksback.